神( 終章 )

I am the Lord thy God

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喺人類大腦 programming 嗰陣,程式原碼 DNA 放入咗好多 「 與生俱來 」 嘅嘢,所以我哋一出世就識食嘢( 飲奶 )、大小便、瞓覺,同埋見到異性會狗衝;呢啲就係我哋嘅本能。

只不過,有樣有啲奇怪、相比起其他本能嚟講冇乜用嘅嘢,亦都同時經原碼植入我哋大腦之內;呢樣叫 「 信仰 」 — 人好似唔搵個神嚟拜吓唔安樂 。

呀!你覺得自己冇信仰、你信自己,巧威威。喺你一世人當中,有冇試過一次半次,當你面對滅頂困難嗰陣,心中默想、希望有啲五感之外嘅神秘力量可以救你一命?如果有、那怕只係一次,就唔威威喇。因為呢啲都係 DNA 原碼醒你嘅本能;亦因為係本能,所以亦唔好太苛責自己 — 你控制唔到。

「 臨急抱佛腳 」 就係咁解。即使你抱嘅唔係佛腳,係老天爺、上帝、阿拉、天照大神、濕婆、呂祖、孔聖人、觀音、黃大仙、關二哥、張三哥、悟空( 包括埋龍珠嗰個 )、比卡超、孔劉、李棟郁、祖先等等等等,都落入呢個範圍。所以,唔好同我講你一世人未信過神,呃自己好傷身。

地上萬物,就只有人類有呢個咁騎呢嘅 「 本能 」 。如果有朝一日 DNA 密碼破解,我相信會搵到究竟人類係神造定係一灘黃泥水耦四十億年而生嘅最終答案。

最後一篇 《 神 》 ,我應承大家講吓應唔應該信神呢個問題。

咁大家知唔知道,一個基督徒最危險嘅行為係乜?

信他神?犯十誡?犯律法?行淫?

非也。

基督徒最危險嘅行為,係認真讀 《 聖經 》 — 唔係 99.99% 基督徒嗰種讀嚟扮虔誠、搵兩句金句做樣或者迫別人屈服嘅所謂 「 讀 」 ,係認真由創世紀開始、逐章逐節一直讀到啟示錄最後一節,西彥所謂 「 From cover to cover 」 咁細讀一次,然後消化內容。

呢種精讀聖經嘅行為,我相信喺馬丁路德改革教會、聖經開始普及化後,曾經令到唔少帶住 「 神愛世人 」 思想嘅善心人類望神卻步。呢個亦解釋咗,點解喺黑暗時代( 中世紀 )嘅歐洲,天主教禁止一般非神職人員閱讀聖經。

一個基督徒盡作為基督徒嘅本份去研經,點解最終會脫教?呢個絕對唔再係之前幾篇文章所聚焦嘅 「 人嘅問題 」 ,呢個係 100% 神嘅問題,亦係今日文章嘅主旨:應唔應該信神?

我哋信嘅係咩神?基督宗教入面 「 全能全知嘅神 」 究竟係咩神?

再退一萬步,你究竟知唔知你日夜崇拜嘅神究竟叫咩名?

請移玉步往 Patreon 繼續閱讀;感謝!

再次破例喺 non-fiction 文章 plug 歌,呢次係已故 Jeff Buckley 嘅 《 Hallelujah 》 — 我已經盡量忍耐唔 plug Bob Dylan 嘅 《 Highway 61 Revisited 》。

I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don’t really care for music, do you?

Well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you

She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips, she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Baby, I’ve been here before
I’ve seen this room and I’ve walked this floor
You know, I used to live alone before I knew you

And I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch
And Love is not a victory march
It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Well, there was a time when you let me know
What’s really going on below
But now you never show that to me, do you?

But remember, when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath, we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Maybe there’s a God above
But, all I’ve ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you?

And it’s not a cry, that you hear at night
It’s not somebody, who’s seen the light
It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

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